Hello

Hi.

How have things been?

Recent obsession

I have always loved Grace. I got a job working in fashion just to meet her, but it never happened.

Reasons

The main reason for this gain in size is the inability to walk anywhere in the midwest.

There is just nothing to really look at so you get driven everywhere or take the bus. It is also mind numbingly cold.

In NY, I was the Queen of the subways but I was also known to walk twenty to thirty blocks to get anywhere.
It was easy in New York because there was so much to see and look at.

It's almost a sin to not walk in New York because you might miss something cool or interesting.

Missing something cool or interesting is not a fear I have here.

Size 10 part two

The only thing ok with me being a size 10 is that I'm almost 6 foot.
It doesn't show in a short stumpy way. But it is sad nonetheless, gaining all that weight.
There are also days when I feel hey I'm sexy, curvy and soft.

I'll see how this goes.

rose buds
tea kettle
clover honey
pink elephant

Alert! Alert!

Attention everyone, I am officially a size 10.

When I moved here I was a size 6 and I have gone up two dress sizes.

xmas cards
cold noses
mega mouth
cement block
In law
papers in
magic marker
silk dress
desk geode
pill cutter
thank you

New Diggs!

I love my new diggs! I have no kitchen and I bathe in the basement but it is fantastico. You know why? Because it's mine, all mine! I love my new run down house!

Sick of the midwest martyr

What is that about anyway, this stupid passive agression bullshit of not being able to tell folks how you really feel? I am so sick of it. I am sick of the "oh ya", "no worries" "no I'll do it" which all mean " I am so friggin pissed and I will never tell you" and all that crap.

No wonder the women here puff up into these crazy doughy versions of their former selves. They are filled with anger and misery!

Oh how I miss the east coast with it's fuck you and fuck off attitude. Atleast it is an honest representation of how they feel.

There are no real feelings in the midwest not even sadness! People remain glassy eyed and smiling in the presence of all kinds of tragedy!

Maybe I should have named this My mother-in-law is crazy.